So I am having coffee. This is my 2nd coffee since giving it up for 28 days. YEP! TWENTY EIGHT DAYS.
It is amazing. I love it. I love how it makes me feel. It is amazing how sensitive I am to the caffeine again.
I am having a Tall Americano with a TBS of Coconut Milk. I really want Heavy Whipping Cream --- SO DELICIOUS. But, I am holding off on that for a bit.
I will try not to do coffee everyday. But, man, it provides me joy.
Oh AND I got said coffee at 620am and now it is 9am and I am still drinking it. Rock.
Wednesday, September 8, 2010
Saturday, September 4, 2010
Day 95.
Sorry guys. I missed day 90.
As I explained though. This is no longer the 90 Day challenge this is a challenge until I get it - until it happens.
Days are good and days are bad. Today day 95. This is one of my not so awesome days. Again I just wish leaning out were not such a struggle. IT. IS. HARD. And I have been eating SQUEAKY clean. I think leaning would help get me to where I want to go. And I have gone down in weight, but now there seems to be a stall. Again. And I can't point the blame finger at myself for this one. I have been off everything. SO. I will cross my fingers. And buck up. I can't beat myself up. And I can't change what is a fact. So I need to accept it. Move on. And hope.
As I explained though. This is no longer the 90 Day challenge this is a challenge until I get it - until it happens.
Days are good and days are bad. Today day 95. This is one of my not so awesome days. Again I just wish leaning out were not such a struggle. IT. IS. HARD. And I have been eating SQUEAKY clean. I think leaning would help get me to where I want to go. And I have gone down in weight, but now there seems to be a stall. Again. And I can't point the blame finger at myself for this one. I have been off everything. SO. I will cross my fingers. And buck up. I can't beat myself up. And I can't change what is a fact. So I need to accept it. Move on. And hope.
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